Back to th place we used t sit together before we got together last year. This time round im alone in this quiet night Not torturing myself but just t refresh those memories to let myself know that those happy memories won't happen again . So how should I feel now I doesn't know.. I just can't accept th fact we are over,everyday I'm thinking about this. I wish I could accept it and move on and so I wouldn't feel so upset all ... which totally bothering me. I thought we would make thru it till today but we didn't.I thought you gonna be th last boyfriend that I'm gg t date with but Im wrong.. I have no idea how Doest it feel t spent a year with someone you love . I guess I didn't have a chance up till now... it's would be a year together if we are still together.. How upset I'm when th clock struck 12am knowing that I'm not getting anymore msg or call from you,knowing that you are not mine anymore . Knowing that somebody else gonna have you in th future..when that person not gonna be me
Anymore when I thought its would be me...Words you say didn't came true , rmb that email/letter rmb what you type/wrote it out. How heartache t know that everything turn out t be empty promises now.. Miss those time we spent time together . Perhaps once th clock struck 12 today you would feel better,it's not 21st dec anymore...
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