When the night falls, random thoughts just came flowing into my minds and I hate it. I wish I could control those thought and thinking so I wouldn't even feel hurt all this months . I've been distracting myself by working wellowell…it's doesn't seem working at all. somehow seeing every couple I start t wonder I used to be like them as well. Le sigh. Really Emotionally hurt mentally and physically this time round . I always remember that one time mom cried just because seeing me so heartbroken :( that hurt so bad too seeing her cried, perhaps what parent say is always right all th time.. Feeling so useless. Months passes...still wishing and hoping something great might happen be its I'm naive in thinking or what I really hope really something good will happen . Fucking memories haunting me , FUCKEDUP. If you could understand all this memories kept flashing back everyday in my mind over and over again ; it's like a never ending nightmares replaying repeatedly. I need to save my dear
Heart from all this.
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